I don’t believe in God anymore, which makes believing in any sort of afterlife an odd proposition. The way we define the universe almost mandates something outside it, but I don’t know how much of that is observer’s bias, and even taking it as a given, I make no assumptions as to the nature of [...]
Just a little bit. I suppose it’s a start. The plug loosening a bit. I’ve been reading a series of books, the title of which I will not give away, as I plan to push it on as many people as I can. But the closing pages of the last book are a rollercoaster ride [...]
I almost lost it looking at her in the casket. Maybe I should have. But when this breaks….it’s going to be bad. I haven’t locked down this hard on myself in years. Hell, I started to lose control today, and marshalled it. It’s going to be a hell of a show when I let this [...]
I feel drained at the moment. The darkness got a little darker today. There are very very few people in this world who I feel significantly connected to. I’m not an open person for the most part, and even though I’m trying to change that, I’m still not a big-talker-about-feelings kind of guy. I got [...]